
I'm Your Number One Fan
Overview
Professor Paul Mullen looks at the way in which admiration can slip into obsession and in some cases, life-threatening behavior.
Top Cast
Blue Tulip Rose Read
Herself

Mike Read
Himself
Dr Klaus Wagner
Himself
Key Film Crew
Production Stats
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