

If Only
Original Title: “Andai”
“No Matter How Much You Want to Pause, Life Still Goes On.”
Overview
On a rainy afternoon, Martha discovers an old Polaroid in her bedroom. She then spends the whole afternoon conversing with someone deeply familiar and significant from her past.
Top Cast
Cindy Sebastiani
Martha (28 years old)
Velyn Karuna
Martha (15 years old)
Agnes Kartolo
Martha's Sister
Andreas Liauw
Martha's Father
Hoarny Wijaya
Martha's Mother (Photo)
Key Film Crew
Production Stats
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